Depression takes time to recover from. You can’t always just snap out of it or choose for it to go away.
It’s a pain you feel in your soul, and you never know when it’ll end.
Right now, my depression is caused by lack of movement. Laying in bed all day caused me to feel depressed again. And I know the only thing to do here is to get up and start doing things, but it’s hard when you feel chained to the bed.
I feel so guilty for the things I don’t do because depression keeps me in bed all damn day. I don’t like it one bit, and I’m trying so hard to keep going.