As some of you may have noticed, I haven’t written in quite a while. Partially due to my phone being totally fucked up and partially due to just not having it in me anymore. As much as I hate to admit it, it’s just not there.
Honestly, I’ve been hiding. I’ve kinda given up in a way. I stay in bed all day, I don’t do shit. It’s been tearing me apart but I’m at a complete loss at how to go about changing it. I just don’t know anymore.
I don’t really feel anything again. I kind of feel like this empty waste of space lying around. I don’t want to feel that way, but sadly, I do.
I’m just at a complete loss as to how to go about helping myself. I don’t know where to go from here.