Hello, everyone! I’ve been working on a new series for you all! I’m excited to start publishing this series this coming weekend. If all goes well, I may be able to get you a sneak peek later today!
The series will be all about how to tackle challenges the day brings. Some days will have kind of a, follow me vibe to them. Other days may focus more on one specific thing. So, keep an eye out for my new series of posts! For everything from how to survive a sick day, to how to survive a photo shoot! Love y’all!
This past week was a great and busy week! At school, we had the opportunity to watch a demo by two very respected people in the beauty industry. Well, I didn’t get to watch, I was too busy trying to not look like a crazy person in front of the entire school while one of them cut my hair! Social anxiety at it’s best in that moment. But, I enjoyed every second and love my new hair style!
Wherever you go, there will be someone who disagrees with you. And that’s what happened to me at the end of my week. It was a very frustrating moment for me. With any disagreement, it’s best to walk away, and calm your mind down. Especially for someone with anxiety. In the moment, it’s easy to assume that a disagreement is negative, it has all the signs pointing to negativity. I always try to see the positive in every situation. Sometimes it’s there, sometimes it’s not. And that’s all okay. I will not be getting into details, nor will I name, names. This is not about what went down, this is not about the others in any disagreeing situation. With this, I am wanting to inspire thought, inspire positivity, and inspire respect. Do not place blame on others, but hold yourself to a standard of these three things. The only thing you can control, is your reaction to whatever may come your way.
When you get into a disagreement with someone, they may be open-minded, willing to listen and learn of another point of view. Other times, they may be closed off, and set in their thoughts. And that’s totally up to them. As frustrating as it may be, don’t blame them. Worry about what is coming out of your own mouth. What vibes are you expressing to others?
The best way to calm yourself down during a disagreement that is not heading for a positive outcome, is to walk away. I got up, excused myself, and went and smoked a cigarette. That was the best way for me to calm down. I don’t encourage smoking, if you don’t do it, don’t ever do it. After walking away, you’re in a position of being alone with your thoughts. Text a friend and rant it all out for a moment, calm your mind, and think from their side. Understand that no matter what, the best thing to do is to walk away without anger, without hate, only peace.
After talking with my roommate’s mom, she pointed out that this occasion was actually a positive one. After holding onto it until I got home, I realized that she was right. It wasn’t positive that there was a disagreement, but in the way I handled it and in the way that I got up and walked back in with my head held high. No longer angry, no longer hurt, just letting it all roll off my shoulder. I was able to end my day on a halfway decent note. And I’m thankful for the way I can see the good in the bad.
And lastly, be respectful, guys! I mean, come on. It’s 2016, we’re grown adults, let’s act like it! If someone has a different point of view than you do, don’t tell them they’re wrong. Unless it’s something that’s factually wrong like, coffee doesn’t make people happy. What I mean is, there’s different ways at approaching everything. Just because someone has a different approach than you do, don’t put them down for it. Don’t laugh and call that idea wrong. Because, that’s just wrong. What matters is the outcome, not the way you create. In an industry where art is your career, your life, and your passion, you have to respect the way others create. That’s what forms bonds between artists who can then continue to create masterpieces together!
At the end of the day, enjoy who you are, love yourself. No matter where you are, or what you’re doing in life; be thoughtful, positive, and respectful. There are too many people who are not, be the reason someone smiles.
Before my busy school week abruptly begins again tomorrow morning, 5am, I wanted to share one last weekend post. Okay, I’ll be honest, I needed a serious study break and for many of you, it’s still a Monday. However, as soon as I sat down at my table in my favorite coffee shop, I started having ideas come into mind.
The photo above is one that I hold very dear to my heart. I took this photo in Tennessee, that was the building my ex and I were going to turn into his recording studio. And yes, that is him. I’m going to try with all my might to not get too sentimental as I write, as this is intended to be a post looking to the future, and recreating our present lives.
Sometimes life changes drastically, one moment you’re dreaming of your future. The next moment, you’re on a plane staring at the Grand Canyon, wondering what will happen next. These changes don’t happen for just any reason. They’re not random, they don’t just happen to make you miserable. Sure, they may seem to come out of the blue, but one day you’ll realize what there is to learn from it. That is, if you’re willing to learn from it. I decided to take the drastic change of a break-up and moving across country as a major learning experience. Yes, it was an uphill battle to get here. Between the anger, denial, and sadness, it took a while. But, here I am, willing to share what I have learned.
Through all of this, through the thinking and wondering, I realized my lesson. Self-care and Self-love. I stopped caring for myself. I stopped loving myself. I had gained weight, I had gotten into a terrible routine, I even began to read so much that I would finish a novel in less than 2 days. That meant for an entire 8 hours, I laid in bed reading. I gave up. Unfortunately, it took me moving back to my home town to realize just how badly I need to save myself.
For anyone who is going through, or has at one point been through, a tough change like this, it’s easy to forget what will help us most. Taking care of ourselves! And guess what, that’s exactly what I needed to work on in the first place! I realized through all of this, that we can’t be our best selves unless we put ourselves first. I’m not talking in the selfish, I’m more important way, but in the way that’s healthy. If we’re not okay on the inside, how do we expect to be able to help others? How do we expect to be successful in our careers? Whatever it may be, there comes a point when we need to make time for us.
I have this horrible habit, that I know many other people have, too. Waking up with 10 minutes to spare before we head out the door to start the day. This is the biggest thing in my personal life that I want to drastically change. I’m at school when the sun rises, and home when it’s setting. Those days, I have absolutely no time to myself. There’s 10 minutes to take care of myself, and that short time is spent cussing myself out for waking up late and being in a rush. It’s a terrible cycle!
So, my goal is to wake up an hour and a half earlier. I’m going to use this time to do my yoga, perfect my make-up, actually do something other than brush my hair and leave. I’m going to eat breakfast, enjoy a cup of coffee, and read the Bible. One thing I want to start doing is writing a Gratitude List each morning.
What small step do y’all want to make to help yourself? Let me know in the comments, if you want! I encourage all of you to enjoy your time, take everyday one moment at a time. Take care of yourself, love yourself, so you can love others better.
Today I’ve been struggling with what I want to write. I woke up today knowing that I wanted to get out of the house and drink coffee. Okay, I wake up everyday knowing that! I also knew I wanted to write a post for you all to read. My original goal was to write a fashion post for tomorrow inspired by Audrey Hepburn. I didn’t get done what I needed, due to it being an insanely crazy week. So, I’m going to make up for it by posting a bunch this weekend and bringing y’all the fashion post next week!
I sat down and just started typing, rambling on and on until it didn’t make any sense. Usually, I do this about 4 times before I type something I enjoy. Thankfully, it only took one time of craziness before I came to a topic. Inspiration. I am in love with inspiration. You can use it to create better works of art, to create a better life, and just about anything else. Whenever I am lacking in inspiration for my blog, I go right back to the original source of it all, Free People BLDG 25 Blog. I love the clothes the company makes, but even more, the inspiring posts that they produce.
I feel that it’s important to always go back to that first source of inspiration, it’s what made everything possible. If you can’t physically get to it, go to it with your memories, this is about the one way it’s acceptable to revisit your past. Bring you back to where you started, humble yourself. Everything has a starting point, don’t forget it.
A great way I’ve found, and I’m constantly trying to improve on, is to remain simple. Let inspiration grab a hold of me and take me where it wants. I tend to over-think everything, I read into others’ actions too much, and it makes me miserable. The best thing to do is to sit back, calm your mind, and live in the moment. Don’t worry about the future, set your goals, and live day by day working towards them. By remaining in a simple state of mind, you’re allowing inspiration to sink in and you can enjoy it. I’m not over thinking what I’m writing, I’m letting it take control. When I go back into class on Tuesday, I won’t over think about my group photo shoot, I’ll let what happens, happen. I’ll share my ideas, and let them mold with my teammates’ ideas. I’ll enjoy creating with them, and I’ll enjoy the outcome of the final product.
So, let’s let inspiration helps us better ourselves. Let’s let it take control for a moment, find the inspiration to make that healthy change in your life, or to bring you back to what you love. Find the inspiration to be better at work, or to be a better parent. Live every day with love in your souls, and inspiration in your heart. Smile, find the reasons to be happy.
I wonder how many times I said the word, Inspiration in this post?